that just the way I smile

I could walk like a MAN

2012-01-02T06:32:00.000-08:00

white collar shirt Zara, sweater Zara, Shoes Charles & keith

Today I finally could go out after 1 week of stay at house cause I'm sick. Even tho the weather not so friendly with me , it was really cold and raining. And yes I wear short pant when its cold and raining, its still comfortable to me. My holiday almost over only 3 day left mean I need to start do all my assignment.

Happy New Year 2012

2011-12-31T06:39:00.000-08:00

I've been watching " How To Make It in America " and its really good. Spent most of time hanging out around Starbuck near my college since lot of my friends work there. Those are most of the music that I hear in 2011, I heard to much of Laura Marling. Buying a fake ear and wear it in front of my friend just for fun and I kinda like those kind of things. Right now the firework party for welcoming new year 2012 just finish, my cat finally could relax and go to bed without have to worry any sound of firework ( he was really panic and hiding under a table ) . And now I could also relax and listen to music in peace , I've done my family tradition every new year night which is eating noodle. I do wish you all have a good new year night , wherever you are right now . Happy new year 2012.

what I'm going to do after I graduate from Binus

2011-12-05T22:09:00.001-08:00

After I graduate from binus which is my university, I would like to move out from this country ( Jakarta, Indonesia ) because I really really boring to be here and I spent to many times of my life here and I think its enough already . There is 3 places I want to go ;

1. California

2. London

3. New York City

it might sound I dream to high but I don't believe that , there is no rules for dreaming to high in fact there is no dream there is to high cause I believe nothing is impossible in this world. After that I really want to take a photography school there or take another college with photography subject cause they don't have it here. And then I will try to get a job in fashion cause my passion is there but different story if I end up in california , they fashion world not really famous there. Another plan that I have is I would love to travel around the world. I like travel and going to places that I haven't been there before. Travel with friends, bring camera , make a journal about it , that will be another job of my dream come true. So those are my plan what I'm going to do after I graduate from Binus which is my college.

what I've been doing lately

2011-11-28T07:49:00.001-08:00

college
reading this amazing book name " the picture of dorian gray "

she won't give up until she done

2011-11-20T08:57:00.001-08:00

This blog is lack of update I know it , you guys know it. Nothing really happen to me right now, I'm on exam week so busy with study and project . whats new ? I finally cut my hair but actually its more to cutting my fringe only, my hair is still quite long but it can't be really see here. Is it make it any different to me? I don't really know actually. I like my new hair and this going to be the last time I cut my hair . I need to wait a couple years to make my hair more longer. And also been really into this songs, hope everyone have amazing month x

everything is everything

2011-10-21T12:05:00.000-07:00

brown sweater Zara, short denim Zara, Rolling Stones Converse

Some of the stuff that I've been wearing lately, I bought that Zara sweater a moth ago and been falling in love with it until now. Even tho its really not fit with my country weather to wearing hot sweater , that sweater really comfortable and not really hot , and if you guys didn't know I'm kinda sweater girl , I love sweater and have quite a lot too, wear them with short or legging its really comfortable if I'm lazy to pick a cloth . Those converse shoe also one of my fav. things, as you can see from how dirty the shoe is ( after I took this picture I decide to wash them ) , I don't really care about dirty actually because from there I could show you how I love those shoe and I wear them most of the time of my life.

Watchin all our friends fall leaning out of old cars this is my idea of fun

2011-10-17T10:27:00.000-07:00

currently I really obsess with her song, keep play on repeat on my ipod. Its really beautiful in the simple way but also giving me an affection that its not so simple. Well, who am I kidding, I never good with words. Sorry for the very lack of update I have no excuses to give except that right now I have a project with my friend Hafiz . He have a really cool blog called sunbeamray, his blog actually same like mine talking about his life, his own style, fashion , music and stuff. And lucky me he give me an opportunity to become one of his Guest Blogger which I already do it for couple a month now. I tho its not gonna be a long term but turn out I'am still writing on his blog as a Guest Blogger until now, he said it could be a long term, I'm not really sure but I had fun writing there and I really hoping its gonna be a long term and it could be something BIG for me and hafiz. Go check some of my post here , its good and u won't regret it!

when the power of love , overcomes the love of power . the world will know peace .

2011-10-09T05:15:00.000-07:00

John Winston Lennon

(9 October 1940 – 8 December 1980)

Sean Taro Ono Lennon

( October 9, 1975 - Present )

Happy birthday to both of this amazing person , I grow up listening to the beatles and follow the story how amazing and inspirational John Lennon is. Right now I still listen to every song he made and also listen to his son Sean Lennon songs , they both to me really amazing and they also got their best company in their life , to me they will always be my inspiration in life .

The Inside Of Graduate Fashion Week London

2011-10-07T12:23:00.000-07:00

Those are some of my favorite picture that I took when I was at Graduate Fashion Week in London, little peek for you to know how the inside situation of the event. I also take a picture of some cool stranger there, random people's that I met and love their style . Believe me its not easy to ask for a picture of them, well maybe some of them will be so nicely said "yes , of course " but some of them could be really bossy and will be very honest if they don't want their picture to be taken, also sometime I get language problem, yes they speak english but some of the people's I met and the one that I want to take the picture not speak english or their english is to hard to understand, so I use body language to ask their picture . If I'm not wrong, I get rejected for 3 or 5 times there, its kinda pissed me off and make me feel down but at the same time I respect their privacy if they really don't want to be taken their picture. But it didn't make me stop to ask their picture cause its really fun to do it and I could met and talk with some good stranger there . So guys don't be afraid to do something that you want, cause if you didn't try it first u didn't know what and how its gonna end, sometime it could be something bad but sometime it could be something good and priceless .

A thought of Viktor

2011-09-24T11:19:00.000-07:00

via Viktor Vauthier

Inspiration for today went down to the amazing photographer Viktor Vauthier. I've been following him since I'm not really sure when but its already a long time ago. And he still amazingly success to make me keep lurking around his blog.

( I just can't stop listen to this song )

Smell like teen spirit

2011-09-12T10:17:00.000-07:00

Frances bean Cobain
Photograph by the amazing Hedi slimane

London Bridge Falling Down

2011-09-11T12:30:00.000-07:00

I bought a really cool hat at H&M

I'm wearing : Fedora hat Zara, Handle with scare tank top Monstore , Legging Topshop

The bridge not falling down so don't worry about it. Remember I told you that I've got trip to London for my University Project . Those are the picture from the first day I'm in London. I go to London with fast train from New Castle , sitting there for quite a long time , but I'm very enjoy it cause the view its pretty . When I finally arrive at London, I saw a millions of people's there. The first thing that caught my eye's is there is an old lady standing there with her dog while smoking and I don't know why I find her very interesting so I took her picture ( u see above ) .

Since I haven't eat any lunch , my lecture quickly looking for a restaurant because we all starving. And we end up find a really good one , its was an Italian Restaurant ( if I'm not wrong ) , the food is really amazing and taste very delicious , my favorite will be chicken , salad, and the smash potato , taste amazing. After that we go to Oxford Street which is the place where you want to go shopping , cause every kind of clothing store is there ( Mango, Topshop , Zara, H&M , Urban Outfitter , Etc ) . If you think I go there for shopping then you wrong, I go to there to do my research for Mango store in London , remember its a college trip . Luckily , everything went well and I have quite a lot of time to go and looking around other store . And since we got more time we visit our last destination for that day , I really forget what the street name but is the place where you could see London Bridge, Big Ben , London Big Eye , and merry go round . The place was really crowded with a bunch of tourist from all over the world I guess, you can't see how crowded it was from my picture tho . Its really fun to be there, just sit, hanging around ,watching the view , look people passing by and taking a lots of picture, the only thing that kinda annoy me is the wind, it was really windy at that time and I almost lost my fedora hat.

Every sound that I hear its just another inspiration to me

2011-08-13T05:35:00.000-07:00

Johnny Flynn - Brown Trout Blues

( I could be somewhere else, I should be someone else, but you wouldn't know me if I was )

Foster The People - Pumped Up Kids

( All the other kids with the pumped up kicks

You'd better run, better run, faster than my bullet )

Caleb Landry Jones - Tachowa place

( He said " you doing great " , does he chew on a stick conductor of your fate and you think your alive )

Caleb Landry Jones - Warm Sun ( Blue Bird Black Eyes )

( You're smile, you're eyes, my heart is satisfied Blue bird, black eyes, perched on the window sill )

Warm sun, uprise, tip-toin' up our sides And how I wish that you were here

You're so close, yet so unclear

Jonathan Boulet - North to South East To You

( Leave all your wars and all your cares )

Find me and you, my name, but I can't remember you

Phoenix - Long Distance Call ( Acoustic )

( I'm far gone but your long distance call And your capital letters keep me asking for more )

Kensington - Youth

( it show you far from fine and now you know, you know its nobody fault but your own )

Coeur De Pirate - Fondu au Noir

( Tu sèmes le bonheur à chaque pas que tu fais

Et à ton réveil la vie reprend son train. )

The Vaccines - Norgaard

( Her mind's made up; she don't wanna go steady. )

She's only seventeen, so she's probably not ready.

Some of the music I've been listening lately on my holiday, since its really amazing and very inspirational I thought it will be good to share to the world. If some of you already know , good then. So what's you favorite songs you currently can't stop listen to it? share with me!

Brown trout Blues

2011-08-10T10:24:00.000-07:00

The stuff I wear lately :

Ankle Boots ( unbrand )
Bright colors sweater ( Zara )
Wolf Shirt ( Mango )
A lot of rings ( Topshop & F21 )
Small bag ( Toscano )
Denim jacket and Skinny jeans ( Zara )

Fashion is a form of ugliness so intolerable that we have to alter it every six months

2011-08-05T09:50:00.000-07:00

LOVE Magazine

Sourche : TFS

Java Rockin Land 2011

2011-08-01T10:47:00.000-07:00

Second day of the concert , got the chance to met steven ansell from Blood Red Shoes

second day outfit : zara tank top, short denim zara, converse

third day outfit : zara grey crop top, high wast short, converse, hat from H&M

I could say that July probably went really well for me. I had so much fun on this month , mostly hang out with friends and watch concert. Java Rockin Land one of Big Festival for Rock music in Jakarta, the show went 3 days ( its like Glastonbury but its Jakarta Version ) . Last year I also come to this event , they always provide a good band and a good show. And on this month, they really giving us a really awesome band list . On the first day I watch , We are scientist , Blood Red Shoes , and amazingly end with 30 Second to mars ( I only give u the list of the band that I watch , its still have like more but I'm to lazy to write it down ), The second day I watch Neon Tress, Kensington ( a really good band from Dutch ) , The Cranberries , and end the day with Blood Red Shoes again ( they show twice which make me really damn happy ) . On the last day which is the third day , I watch Kensington , Good Charlotte , and Helloween . All the show went really amazing , memorable , and I really enjoy to go out to a Music Festival like that especially with a friends that you love. Just enjoy the music and have fun ! .

sourche : picture concert taken by me with my cellphone

its time for the youth to come out from hiding

2011-07-20T10:33:00.000-07:00

Nikicio NN SUMMER 2012 Collection

sourche : Nikicio Facebook

Don't you just want everything from this collection ? I absolutely adore it . There is the guy collection if you guys want to see it , click on the tittle

A clear blue sky turning dirty black

2011-07-16T13:29:00.000-07:00

sourche : tfs, tumblr, blogger

I'm here just waiting for you

2011-07-13T10:00:00.000-07:00

Sourche : Kristen Dunst tfs

The camera doesn't make a bit of difference. All of them can record what you are seeing. But, you have to SEE.

2011-07-12T12:05:00.000-07:00

I just watch this amazing video of Scott Schuman or we all know as The Sartorialist which is one of my favorite and inspirational blogger & photographer all the time, watching this video just make me feel more more inspire by him . Its really amazing how we could see he really love and enjoy his work and he really do know so well how to make a picture telling a story . When I watch this video, my desire to work as a photographer just keep bigger, I want to work on something that I really passion about it, I really love about it, and then maybe I get lucky enough to travel around the world and taking a picture of everything that I see and then share to the world . Its still a long way to go there cause I'm still in the college but hopefully I get the chance to chasing those dream that I want , right now I will keep taking picture and sharing to you all thought my blog .

I took a photograph of you in the herbaceous border

2011-07-10T06:49:00.000-07:00

Sourche : Erin Wasson TFS

If you hate those picture , and I'm sure there something wrong with you. I love those picture so much especially they choose Erin Wasson to show us how to start summer with a rock, sexy, chic style , just amazing.

Sun, sun, sun, here it comes...

2011-07-09T09:51:00.000-07:00

sourche : personal

Loobook Outfit

2011-07-07T10:30:00.001-07:00

Clean & Cut

2011-06-29T12:25:00.000-07:00

I'm not very good on keeping track of following fashion , like runway, collection, etc. Since I lost FTV on my tv cable , and I'm not always bring laptop everywhere I go , usually the way I keep knowing that there is new collection , new look book , and stuff is from the internet , blogger, or other fashion website. And lucky me , all the blog / website that I often to see , they always post the new collection of my favorite designer , so here some of my favorite collection.

31 Phillip Lim

Acne

Calvin Klien

Celine Resort

Chloe Fall

Chloe Resort

sourche : TFS & Blogger

Northumbria University

2011-06-24T10:55:00.000-07:00

white sweater zara , legging jeans topshop, sun glasses mark and spencer, shoes topshop

taken by me & my friends

edit by me

On the second day in New Castle I finally could taste a bit of english breakfast after that I visit Northumbria University , we had little tour of the really cool college, of course the fashion class part. Its really amazing to have the opportunity to see other fashion class, I get to see how they making some cool stuff, write their ideas on the wall mirror of their class, they make some amazing poster for they Graduate Fashion Week, and also I get to see their sewing place and I met some of the students who really busy making cloth for Graduate Fashion Week but I didn't take the picture cause I don't want to bother them with my camera sound. A lot of cool art on the their wall , its really cool just walk pass their class and get the feeling of inspiration by see so many of cool art hanging on the wall.

I also go to their really big library , they have everything there like really everything. I couldn't take the picture of their books cause I'm not allow to. They have like a really good collection of the books and that probably the first time I feel like I would love to stuck in that library and read all the photography section all day long. More amazing is that they show us the collection of old VOGUE magazine from year to year ( on the picture above ). After that we went for a walk around New Castle, took some picture, and we went to BALTIC museum, another cool place but I'm not allow to taking picture.

New Castle

2011-06-21T11:51:00.000-07:00

All picture taken by myself

Remember when I write that I'm gonna had a trip that I can't wait? well finally I'm gonna tell you . I get a opportunity to go to New castle and London for my college business ( if u guys didn't know, I took Fashion Management for my college ). The trip of course its all about college stuff , fashion, and media but In London I got a chance to attend G.F.W ( Graduate Fashion Week ) from all college in london , of course from the fashion students. I'm gonna share the picture later , right now I show you the picture on the first day I step my two feet into New Castle that I took in inside taxi while on the way to our small Hotel.

My first impression to New Castle is the weather , its very cold for me , even though its actually pretty sunny. And also they have a really amazing structure of buildings, I can't stop taking picture when I see all the beautiful buildings , feel like Im on a movie setting surrounded by a design of old structure buildings. Lucky for a tourist like me and my friends , the Taxi driver kindly take us for a small tour trip and he show us how New Castle is. I remember he said " New Castle is really a beautiful place especially the buildings , I've been here for a long time and I still amazed with all the buildings in New Castle " , and He totally right. xxx

I want my summer, give me back my summer

2011-06-18T08:05:00.000-07:00

crop top from primark , black tank top zara

Don't you think when you see something live its feel more good?

2011-05-29T05:23:00.000-07:00

Flight Facilities ( no picture sadly ) & Two Door Cinema Club ( 15 February 2011 )

Fart East Movement ( 15 march 2011 )

The Whitest Boy Alive & MGMT ( 26 March 2011 )

The Drums ( 25 May 2011 )

In 2011 , I spent all my money more to watch a concert than buying cloths, cd, movie or magazine. I don't know why suddenly all the bands that I love decided to come to my beautiful country ( Jakarta ), and of course make some show here too. Which mean bring a lot happiness to me but bring sadness to my money , but its really really worth it. All picture taken by me using my BlackBerry cellphone, I know its not a good quality and sorry about that, I try to edit some of the picture but I'm not an expert and I love the real feeling of the photos so I decide not to, so those some of the photos from the concert that I watch , hopefully I get more chance to see more bands :) xxx

P.S : Right now I'm really busy trying to finish my packing for a trip that I can't wait anymore!!

" You're my drug we live it, You're drunk you need it, Real love, I'll give it "

2011-05-02T06:35:00.000-07:00

credit : tumblr & blogger

" You're just some incapable figure thinking you're bigger than me, but you're not "

2011-05-01T09:52:00.000-07:00

Haters just gonna hate always. So I present you my Fuck Mustache .

PS : thank you for Danny I know who the photographer from my post below , its Kevin Tachman and his amazing.

" I meet you when I was wondering, we seen many world since then "

2011-04-14T09:39:00.000-07:00

sourche : tumblr

I'm completely forget the name of the photographer but I swear I found those picture on tumblr. Yes people , PlEASE DO NOT TOUCH, THANK YOU. why? because his mine, I'm joking. It would be lovely if I could actually say that and its the truth, but let just leave my dreams for dreams world only.

I'm having my mid test right now and thats why I rarely update my blog, I know I make another excuse for not updating my blog, but I'm telling you the truth. I don't have anything to share right now, nothing special. I just want to update today cause of william and the words that I use for the tittle of this post. So if you guys notice the tittle of this post and know where is that come from, then you will know my current obsession song. have a great days x

" Here we go again, I kinda wanna be more than friends, So take it easy on me "

2011-04-10T09:37:00.000-07:00

shirt Topshop, belt unbrand, blue skinny jeans Zara, Bag unbrand, shoe Debenham

Its been a long time I never post what I wear , since today I feel that I really love my outfit I decide to take my camera and take a picture. Please ignore my dirty wall, no smile face, and LEGO box near my feet , and weird stuff hanging on my wall.

I feel really comfortable when I wear this outfit to my family gathering, simple shirt + good jeans + good shoe : comfortable and cool. Since I'm a short person I wear wedges so It make my leg more longer. And actually my wedges still new and I never used it , but I could walk with it so I guess its fine, in fact I'm in love with the shoes. I really do, below will be the picture of me loving the shoes xx

look's like I just make a post about my love to my shoes, worry about that.

" But right now I wish u were here "

2011-03-28T08:35:00.000-07:00

sourche : personal

" you got that pale blue eye's and I can't denial "

2011-03-23T09:20:00.000-07:00

Barbara Palvin

sourche : tfs

"I can't really say why everybody wishes they were somewhere else "

2011-03-07T07:16:00.000-08:00

sourche : http://linadimoda.freshnet.se/

march come, time go so fast isn't it? I will getting older on 28 march, not that older though. how everything ? hopefully fine, if not hopefully next time maybe better. back to reality where I met college life and assignment again , suck, I know. No picture from me so I leave you with Lina one of my fav. blogger for today inspiration. x

stupid crop top

2011-03-02T07:01:00.000-08:00

crop top zara, short denim zara, belt unbrand

funny story happen when I wear this crop top for the first time. The crop top isn't mine its my sister own, I was lazy and decide to wear them to the campus with have no idea it was a crop top. On my way to the campus , I was walking through people's, wind blow really hard, listening to Mumford & sons - the cave and I was trying to tie my hair because its very windy and all of sudden all the worker who passing me by , they all staring at me, like totally staring. I give my "what the hell are u guys staring at?" to them but I also feel very cold around my stomach , I look down and turn out they were looking at my stomach who pop out since I wear crop top. And then I just walking away and whisper to myself "lucky you haven't eat anything anchi, so your stomach flat" LOL

" when the stripe and space ship meet to each other"

2011-02-24T10:54:00.000-08:00

stripe cardigan forever 21, space shirt zara, skinny jeans zara

" Fly Me To The Moon "

2011-02-19T08:54:00.000-08:00

shirt my sister own, belt unbrand, denim short zara, necklace forever 21

Just back from a date with my brother ( yes, I'm single ). We went to mall and having dinner, wondering around the mall, looking into some cute doll which we found really cute and interesting, and then we went to bookstore.

When I get home, I see a really amazing view on the sky. The moon really shining and surround by the cloud, its really beautiful wish I could described with proper english. But here the picture from my cellphone, not really good though.

Now lets listen to Frank Sinatra - Fly me to the moon and just enjoy the night . x

" every time you walk into the room, my head spinning around "

2011-02-06T08:18:00.000-08:00

sourche : tfs

every girl have their own way to show their style, and I really love how kemp keep her quirky , vintage, unique style even though she get so many critic from other people's.

I visit her thefashionspot page , and the last time I remember there is some people who compliment her style, how her relationship with sean lennon ( the son of John Lennon ), and how they "use" the lennon name , and some other shit too. But I don't really care about all of that,I mean do they know kemp or sean as a real person, or only from interview, video , magazine? cause u know you can't never judge people only from the cover only but again, everyone have their right to say a comment and every comment of people's must be different to each others.

All I know right now, that kemp still one of my fav. icon, I love her relationship with sean ( sean also amazing musician ) and I love them. x

" Memories "

2011-02-04T06:24:00.000-08:00

Share you some of the picture that I took when I had a chance to go on vacation to Australia , I really miss the country. I probably gonna share some more.

" Guess what? I'm not a robot"

2011-02-04T05:05:00.000-08:00

sourche : tfs

I've been really want to cut my fringe like the picture above mean my old fringe , but I also think its quite boring to have the same fringe again. Idk I'm confused anyway I really adore those 3 picture, the styling, the long hair, the make up doll, really cool.

" I'm just an ordinary earthling really "

2011-02-02T21:43:00.000-08:00

sourche : swagger.com

Dylan sada,a Freelance photographer, part time model , part from all of that she also one of the girl that I adore for quite long time. I first know her from her deviant art which is my friend told me and then I get really amazed by her work, and then she take a picture for Nylon magazine which is one of my favorite magazine, after that I know she live in New York ( jealous? of course ),and then I " friend" with her on her facebook ( so happy ), and then I stalk her twitter and her tumblr ( kidding guys ), and I still following her work until now.

She always make me surprise every time she upload a picture on her facebook , her style , her unique way to photograph, her beauty face, or just share a link of video which some of them is really amazing video, she also never fail to amazed me which I think amazing, more amazing is the fact that actually she from Jakarta, Indonesia :D. Her style also amazing , its different from others, very unique on her own way , and very inspirational, I could only share you some of the picture that I get from swagger.com , I love her shoes on the first picture, I want that lol.

Anyway she make me think that if we love something, desire something , want something! don't be afraid to run and catch what we want, we never know whats gonna happen next but as long we try and never give up to something that we love, we might could drop to something good , or maybe way more good than we thought. x

" look back in anger, driven by the night, till you come "

2011-01-30T08:25:00.000-08:00

sourche : tfs, blogger, google

christiane f the movie, I really want to watch the whole movie cause I just watch it from youtube and its only in the middle of the movie. I instantly fell in love with the girl who play christiane f, the style, her face, the long hair, the gloomy eye's, everything ( except the way she live , of course ). The grunge look always steal my heart and this movie one of my inspiration for grunge look x.

" please get out of the new one, if you can't lend your hand "

2011-01-24T06:47:00.000-08:00

How my hair grow so slow from year to years , now I will stop cut my hair and just let it grow.

" Stop murdering my soul "

2011-01-14T10:16:00.000-08:00

sourche : tumblr, blogger, tfs

sometime picture say louder than words

" Oh! Burberry blue eyes this town is not so small, If you take everyone to bed and leave the lights all on, Somebody is going to see it all "

2011-01-14T07:21:00.000-08:00

sourche : tfs, google

I will grow my hair really long like her, maybe, I want to though. now I wonder Razorlight - Burberry blue eyes is one of my favorite song, is the song telling a story about her?

" I know what you did, like a boy of summer "

2011-01-09T07:26:00.000-08:00

sourche : tfs Daiane

Daiane off duty style is really simple and comfortable.I really like her more when she off her duty than when she on modeling.

Je t'aime ... Moi Non Plus

2010-12-28T09:37:00.000-08:00

sourche : thekooples.com

" we here because of you "

2010-11-25T09:48:00.000-08:00

I finally watch one of my fav. band , Tokyo police club. It was amazing, and probably its one of my best memories on 2010 ( including Vampire Wekeend concert too ) sorry for the ugly picture , I'm using my sister camera and I don't really understand how to used it.

" if you want to be interesting , be ineterested "

2010-11-19T06:50:00.000-08:00

source : thefashionspotbeataholmgreen & garance dore

I like her for quite long probably since the first time I saw her on Garance dore but I don't know her name. Turn out she have fashionspot page so her name is Beata Holmgreen and she one of my muse right now.

" they trying to be happy sid, and its not easy "

2010-10-29T09:38:00.000-07:00

sourche : skinstumblr

So I'm sure I've been gone for a long time, and I apologize. Its hard to keep the blog update while I'm still busy with college stuff. While I have time in the middle of the night and usually I can't sleep cause my insomnia, I watch Skins 1 until the morning come ( its bad but its good lol ) so I finish watching skins season 1 ( generation 1 ) and totally fell in love with this tv show. I feel in love with every each the character , personally I love cassey and sid but the whole character also great. Its kinda funny when I watch this show the thought that always come to me is " hey thats happen to me too " , so its just like watching my life story but its not me who playing it ( except the part of sex , drugs , and drink, and father die ). When I watch this show I realize that anyone who have a friends who always support them no matter what the condition is , is really a lucky person and we should keep a friend like that. Its not easy though, to found a friends who always could be around you just like trying to be happy which is not easy at all.

" one day I dream to be someone, and here I'am now "

2010-10-16T00:13:00.000-07:00

sourche : tfs

sorry guys I love her so much

" Your eyes are holy rollin', looking, beating, knocking "

2010-10-15T09:05:00.000-07:00

sourche : iektfs, blogger, altamira, bellazine, abbeytfs, agytfs, zanita ,vanilla, tumblr 9 - 13, mark volcom, zipportfs

Some random picture that I got on august 10 and I suppose to share it before august end but I'm a bad blogger end up I post it on october. It doesn't matter though , I will share a lots more picture , either you like it or not. x

LOOKBOOK.nu: "wasted day and wasted nights" by Anchi Chiru

2010-09-18T07:10:00.000-07:00

" we're only young and naive still we require certain skills "

2010-09-03T09:33:00.000-07:00

We're only young and naive still
We require certain skills
The mood it changes like the wind
Hard to control when it begins

The bittersweet between my teeth
Trying to find the in-betweens
Fall back in love eventually
Yeah yeah yeah yeah

Can't help myself but count the flaws
Claw my way out through these walls
One temporary escape
Feel it start to permeate

We lie beneath the stars at night
Our hands gripping each other tight
You keep my secrets hope to die
Promises, swear them to the sky

The bittersweet between my teeth
Trying to find the in-betweens
Fall back in love eventually
Yeah yeah yeah yeah

As it withers
Brittle it shakes
Can you whisper
As it crumbles and breaks
As you shiver
Count up all your mistakes
Pair of forgivers
Let go before it's too late
Can you whisper
Can you whisper
Can you whisper
Can you whisper

The bittersweet between my teeth
Trying to find the in-betweens
Fall back in love eventually
Yeah yeah yeah yeah
The bittersweet between my teeth
Trying to find the in-betweens
Fall back in love eventually
Yeah yeah yeah yeah

ps : I'm really addicted to this song, and the video make everything more amazing, you should check out this song

" what would my mama do "

2010-09-02T19:05:00.001-07:00

me : hat unbrand, Jacket zara, tank top zara, legging topshop, ankle boot unbrand, bag topshop
my sister : crop top sweater zara, skinny jeans zara, gladiator topshop

So I just finish with my duty as freshmen college, really stressful, really hard, make me sun burn and everything , but its fun though. Those picture taken before I had my outbound ( another freshmen duty ), I have the time to runaway from home and hang out with my lovely sister. Basically we're just had lunch, walk around the mall, looking for some good stuff which I got one, and took a lots of picture. I don't use my slr camera because its broken ( sadness ), I'm absolutely gonna fix it quickly as I could, broken camera just like broken soul to me lol.

12 – Whatever tickles your fancy

2010-08-22T17:05:00.000-07:00

I should post whatever tickles my fancy , which is my sister , animals, and men models lol

Topman Spring Break 2009.

2010-08-22T16:57:00.000-07:00

I really like this video , the styling , the model, the shoot and the music. I've been looking for the song since a long time ago but still haven't got it until now, well I like to share with you all :)

" only just getting to know you "

2010-08-21T08:29:00.000-07:00

francisco garcia

New photographer that I found interesting, click his name to see more his good work :D

" No worries , she just want to play "

2010-08-14T08:27:00.001-07:00

bracelet and necklace from sydney, nude dress zara, letter bag pull &bear, gladiator unbrand

I realize I never post my outfit lately, I'm really bad blogger . Sadly no one could help me taking a picture of me with my slr camera and I'm to lazy to take by myself so I decide to use webcam , that my outfit today for family gathering, simple and comfortable of course .

I'm still working on thecobrasnake party that I should post a long time ago , but I had so many good picture that I have to upload so it took a long time to make the post, really sorry.

" the cobra come to town "

2010-08-10T23:38:00.000-07:00

I want his shirt

she married a couple times on that night lol

Mark the cobrasnake finally here!!

his really a kind person, I took 2 picture with him :)

make some new cool friends, one of them name Gadis :D

unique vest

adore this two outfit!

Mark as the DJ, his dj is really amazing!!

the man of the night, he was on his birthday

love his jacket !

she have a really unique style

well I guess that all, I suppose to upload this a long time ago , I have more picture but I guess it to much I just pick some of my fav. shoot , anyway hope you like it! :D

" today it's your birthday "

2010-07-29T08:51:00.000-07:00

I promise myself that I WILL make a post for danny when his birthday, well the special day for my sweet friend danny finally come ! I know I already tweet you but I want to make this post so I make it! once again happy b'day danny , wish you all the best, hope your life is getting better, hope you got a really great presents on your birthday , hope we always be a friends :D. I'm sorry I could only give you this simple post.

and here you birthday cake!!!

" don't make her lost control "

2010-07-19T03:09:00.000-07:00

shirt joy division unbrand, short denim zara, boot Dr. marten, bag topshop

11 – A photo of you taken recently

2010-07-19T02:01:00.000-07:00

me ( and my fav. t-shirt ) and my sister

I introduce you my new friends at pre uni class

me playing with new ray ban glasses

I'm really bad at keep this blog update, I even forget that I was trying this 30 question that I got from carmel, it's here . I already at 11 , which is a photo of me taken recently.

" come in she said I give you shelter from the storm "

2010-07-18T22:16:00.000-07:00

sourche : thecobrasnake

I always found a lots of inspiration from the cobrasnake , I'm absolutely gonna post more picture from him.

" can't help falling in love "

2010-07-18T01:54:00.000-07:00

Erin wasson RVCA Fall lookbook
sourche : tfs

" I was in the rush and out of luck "

2010-07-07T08:17:00.000-07:00

Tati Cotliar

Pic : tfs

I've been trying to post this and keep update this blog but always something bad coming, internet break down, damn.
Anyway I skip my Pre uni class for 3 day now cause I've been sick. My sickness is really annoying , I vomit in one day for 9 times, my friends even say I should put that at book genius record lol. Right now I'm a lots better from before, I'm not vomit at all since I've got medicine from the so good Doctor who check me up inside my car ( I can't barely stand up because I keep vomit ). Right now the medicine left only 2 pack from 3 pack, the Doctor said I'm to tired but I guess I can't help that. Well that's all the news from now , hope all of you had a great days :))

" shut up and just watch "

2010-07-05T07:52:00.000-07:00

Alexander Wang in Hi-Deaf from ryan wilson on Vimeo.

Becka Diamond editorial FINAL FINAL from Stylelikeu on Vimeo.

Alexander Wang Gang - Interview March 2010

2010-07-05T07:40:00.000-07:00

Alexander wang behind the scene photo shoot
the song is absolutely amazing.

" Forever young "

2010-07-05T04:15:00.000-07:00

Alexander Wang and The Gangs For INTERVIEW magazine
photographer : Mikael Jansson
styling : Karl Templer
sourche : tfs

it's old picture but I never really post them so I post it anyway! beside it's my favorite designer Alexander Wang and the gangs, I like the cloth ( even though some of them not wear one lol ), I love the photo shoot ( freedom to dance ) , the good songs ( I post the video later ), and the people's xxx

" I took the jobs at first because I don't have a money to buy a camera "

2010-06-29T08:05:00.000-07:00

picture by Coley Brown

picture taken by Imogen moris clarke

picture taken by Dylan Forsberg

anyone know what is the similar things from all the picture above ?

" But it's working in your blood, which you know is not the same as love "

2010-06-28T04:13:00.000-07:00

pic from : last.fm and tumblrs

MGMT is my morning songs when every time I go to college with bus and running, don't know how it's give me some kind of weird feeling to run, weird? yeah. But it's good though.

" I'll walk you up, what time's the bus come? "

2010-06-27T21:42:00.000-07:00

holiday picture part 2 mostly taken by me some taken by my brother

" The words are written in the air "

2010-06-13T09:27:00.000-07:00

some picture from my short trip, more to come :)

" I'm just blue tangled up in blue "

2010-06-08T09:35:00.000-07:00

I'm home everyone, already home since 4 days ago. sorry for the lack of update , I'm busy . Really I'm busy , not pretend about it, and I'm stress, why? I haven't got any college until now, suck, really suck. I'm sure I will get another bad days for this month. shit.

ps : I will post my trip picture if I have time but I will! so have a great days everyone x.

" bring the polkadots & do vodka shots "

2010-06-07T23:54:00.000-07:00

post Maja before here and her website here. See her blog you wont regret it!.

" I'm just waiting Chadwick Tyler will be around the world "

2010-06-01T22:23:00.000-07:00

Chadwick Tyler

I really don't have to say anything. Look his photography check his website and you WILL know his another amazing talented brilliant photographer.Beside you know I love all his works, so far Chadwick never disappoint me at all, never.

xxx

" it's been a blast but we've been caught, packing up your suitcase hard day, long face, get the story right"

2010-05-31T23:49:00.000-07:00

so as you can see I'm packing up my suitcase mean I'll be going somewhere, guess where? I will tell you went I already there, clue? I've been there for several times. I'll be going on June 3 until 5, only three days , short holiday.

I took this picture last night when I finally have to packing, I'm not going alone, there will be my mom and my brother and some of my cousin came along, but minus my father and my partner in crime my sister :(.

You could see on the third picture it's telling that 12 o'clock , yup I'm packing in the middle of the night while update my blog and waiting my download for the pigeon detectives, turn out quite fun actually, hear some music, wondering what cloths that I have to bring and what cloth that I'm gonna wear on the airport ( decide to try my new cloth on picture no. 5 ), mostly I bring lot's t - shirt.

That it for today, hope you all have a great days xxx

" It's good to be back "

2010-05-31T09:09:00.000-07:00

tokyo police club - champ

new album

I'm addicted to this band for so long, since the first time I heard their song " be good " I'm already feel in love, I keep listening to them, in the class, in the park, in the mall, inside my room , every time I took a picture, everyday. And amazingly I never bored. Now they have their new album champ, I'm already listen to it, how is it? did you have to ask? their brilliant + amazing mean totally perfect. I'm sure they will be a really great band if they keep making a really great songs like this. xxx

ps: haven't hear to them ? check them out tokyo police club or go the their own website